Tuesday, August 6, 2013

When You Can't Hear.

My mind has been spinning. Lately, I feel so...unsure.

I feel like I've been challenged lately---challenged to be more bold, to live more openly for Christ, to invest more in those I meet everyday.

I've been challenged too by the way I live. Where I should invest my time and energy? What standard of living is appropriate? Who is God calling me to reach out to?

Lately, I haven't been hearing his voice. I hear words when I read the Bible...but I don't hear words directed at me.

Maybe, it's because lately, I've felt like...it's easy to just not need God.

I want to need Him...I want to desire Him...but I don't always feel it.

Praying for wisdom today.

If something must change, I want to change in joy.
I pray that His cup would overflow in me. That his commandments would not be burdensome, but freeing.




4 comments:

  1. Praying that he would indeed overflow your cup Eimile =)

    ReplyDelete
  2. I'm in a similar place. thanks for posting this. :)

    ReplyDelete
  3. sighs. yep. I only take comfort in Him being near...silent, but near.

    ReplyDelete